Why Can't I Breathe Whenever I think About You?

I don't know what it is about you,

I just can't let you go,

Everywhere I go,

Everything I see,

Reminds me of you.

It's sad that those five minute phone calls with you make my day.

You are the only thing that can always 

light up my life.

Please, please get out of my head.

I need a minute with thoughts not filled of

wanting you,

missing you,

needing you,

and most of all

loving you.

I hurt. I hurt a lot. Maybe its just the current situation. Maybe it's PMS gone overboard? Maybe I'm really starting to go crazy?

I don't know.

All I know is that this HURTS down to the very core of my soul. It hurts more then it's ever hurt before. And it's consuming every bit of me.

I do know for a fact that it is the week before my period. I do know that I get emotional, depressed,and upset, but I don't have anyone to turn to right now. It's taking all my strength just to exist, to hold back the tears, to stay sane, to go on...

...to just.get.through.this.day.

Help.